hello. been away for a while and now i come back. you absolutely know if i'm here it means that i'm not in a good mood. yeah. im not in a very berry good mood right now. i have my period and it didn't make my day gone well. indeed. everyone seems so fuckin annoying today. my bad i couldnt face them properly. all the life's thingy make me feel so sluggish lately. and it's added up with that stupid loneliness - useless - also being dumped on - feeling. how it feels like there is no one beside you? no one. you have so many friends, you fooling around with them, sharing laughter, but at the end of ur day, they just fade away. busy with their ego. then the next day, when they need you, they will crawl back to you to selfish-ing their ego, and voilaaa! after that you will be the poor girl again. it would be like that, day by day. repeatedly.

Fakyahhh! the college is ON FIRE!
gimme 10 days a week. 30hours a day. and an extra looooonnnggg Me Time!
i need it. i need a holiday. i need some coffee-talks. i need a bucket full of ice cream. i need to go to cinema. i need my camera. i need to go to museum. i need my drum. i need You, God.....