Tuesday, 10 March 2015

i love to use 'everything' word on my last posts.

Someone said "i really miss you" to me, the other day..
and i said, "thanks."
just it.
i'm sorry.
you know, honestly, i didnt really mean it.
it was like, formality? or whatever they say.
i was, to be honest, didnt feel anything about ur confesion.
i want happy, or jumping up happily or anything.
i was just, flat? or numb?

and if i can say it clearly, i feel bored.
bored with us, and with you.
i'm sorry, i kinda annoying one, yes?
thats why i lil bit abandoning you these days.
because, yes, i'm bored.
with everything.
Lately, i feel a bit awkward.
to everything around me,
to you,
and even to me myself.

Lately, i feel a lil' bit sensitive.
i cry over everything.

such a loser, rite?
i don't know.

I just feeling so emotionally uncontroled.
but still, i don't know why.

Maybe i'm just tired?
He said, i'm tired.
over everything and anything.
i dont think so.
but i said, yes i am.

Just like what i said before,
i'm a walking travesty.
haha?

I Can Fall In Love Everyday

On the nite like this,
there is so many things i wanna tell you.

On the nite like this,
there is so many thing i wanna show you.

Cause when you are around,
i feel save and warm.

Cause when you are around,
i can fall in love everyday.
i'm a walking travesty,
but i'm smiling at everything..

Tuesday, 24 February 2015

False Hope

I don't know if i want you, he says. But i do know i don't want anyone else to have you.

It wasn't good enough, i knew that. Honestly i did. In my mind it was crystal clear. My heart however, was having a serious case of selective hearing. All it heard was, i don't want anyone else to have you. And within that---was a glimmer of hope, a spark of optimism.

Keys

Hearts din't have locks, she said.

Some do, he replies. There are people who give away the key to theirs for safekeeping. Others are mistrustful and give out several keys, just in case. Then there are thise who have misplaced them but never cared to look.

What about your heart, she asked.

He smiled.

Your words are the key to mine, he replied.

Never forget your words.

His Kiss

He has me at every whim;
everything start with him.

To all the boys i used to kiss.
everything stops with his.